Last year I did a TEDx talk.

It was absolutely terrifying and difficult but one of the most incredible experiences I’ve ever pushed myself to do. I still can’t believe I didn’t fall off the stage and vomit. Despite all the technical issues we had e.g. 2 dodgy cameras, a mic that broke midway through the talk and missing footage (producers nightmare) it’s finally here!

This is our reality of trying and failing to have a baby (in a million and one ways) but most importantly the one thing that’s kept me sane. To anyone who knows what that feels like and especially those suffering in silence, I hope this helps.

WARNING: It’s a bit graphic in parts, but hey that’s life.